He Beats Me but...
...I Still Love Him
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May 22, 2006
I feel really bad
In fact I feel terrible.
I'm letting myself down, my kids down and my friend down.
Everything I do is wrong.
I try to leave, I back out.
I want to leave, then I don't.
If I speak out and complain/talk about my feelings everyone tells me to leave.
If I bottle it up, because I don't want to leave, I start falling apart.
I wish someone could understand this from my side.
But yeah I feel terrible and I am sorry. I don't want to cause pain and upset for anyone.
If I could blow myself up tomorrow I would.
I Still Love You xxx
im still here if you wanna chat i check ur page for updates all the time as i never c u online anymore, u know were i am if u need me
I officially think this is a troll now.
By Anonymous, at 10:07 am
hiya hun, its been so long since i last seen you online and we had a good chat, listen hun im here for you and always will be if you ever need me just txt email or call you have my numbers and stuff, i keep getting the urge to call or txt you but i fight it and push it to the very back of my mind, i dont want to make things worse of u know who gets the wrong end of the stick again.