He Beats Me but...

April 30, 2006

Court

I've been released on unconditional bail,

So usual gumpf...

I have to return to court, for full trial on the 20th June. Failure to do so will result in a warrant for my arrest being issued.

Once I surrender myself to the custody of the court on the 20th, I won't be able to leave until after the trial.

If I commit any more offences before the 20th I will be sentenced more severely.

Joy!

The court has arranged that the trial will be about 2 hours long.

One of the witnesses for me is likely to be Frank.

I'm not sure that this is such a great idea.

I Still Love You xxx

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4 Comments:

its not as bad as it seems babe, like you said thats just the normal bunf they give out, If i can help in anyway i will. if you need me get in touch.

now and always

gio

By jak, at 7:19 AM

Hi there

Leaving Frank doesn't mean you don't love him

Leaving Frank means you do love him - and you realise as long as you stay it hurts you both

Sometimes you have to realise you can't fix someone

Also, I don't know if you believe in God or anything, but i'm a Christian and I will pray for you

I can't make you leave, no-one can. But realise that what you are going through now isn't right, and it is never going to change as long as you stay

I'm not saying Frank doesn't love you, but he doesn't treat you like he does. I don't know if Frank loves you, but that isn't what it is about

Frank has a problem - he beats you, abuses you, and cannot show love if he can even feel it

No matter how much he loves you that won't change anything as long as he has this problem - this problem with not loving himself, and not being able to respect others

So you need to leave

Please leave

Just do it please

And if he really loves you then you can work out a way of him being able to see the kids and be a part of your life in the future

but that is the future, now you need to get out

Also - please realise that you are beautifully and wonderfully made by a God who loves you. Don't tell yourself you are wothless when you are so precious

much love, rx

By fall_out_the_tree, at 1:13 AM

Love the new skin hun. Sorry i've not been intouch since the court hearing; though i have sent you emails and i thought maybe you needed some space. BTW on the blog section of your skin when you scroll it covers the title. Take care babes, I'm always here if you want or need me or just fancy a chat.

By Sonja Blue, at 11:33 AM

Call me if you need anything. I'm here too, babe.

Hope you are doing better

-x-

By Luthaneal, at 5:18 PM