He Beats Me but...
December 01, 2005
Better
Things have been a lot better this week. I have been able to go through daily life without the extra pressure of Frank's moods and uncontrollable behaviour.
I took some drastic action when we rowed last week but I think it has paid off. I'm reluctant to go into details about anything at the moment in case I manage to jinx them. All I can say for now, is that it is like living with a different man in a different household.
Frank has probation today, I am expecting him to get up in a bad mood and I am expecting him to be snappy. This alone is making me nervous so I'm sure if I carry on I will give him the impression that something is up and manage to make things uncomfortable and tense. My plan of action instead, is to let him know how proud I am of him after seeing the amount of effort he can put into our relationship and show him that he is loved as much as he is.
We'll see how that works out when he rises out of the pit.
I Still Love You xxx
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