The rowing still continues and i can't see a way out of it. I try not to take it all personally and i try to figure out how to stop it from going on forever.
No luck so far.
He says it's up to me and that i am running out of time. As much as it hurts to think it could all end for the two of us; a small part of me welcomes it. I don't know what to do anymore and i am all out of ideas.