I ruined last night and therefore the whole day yesterday by not having the confidence to talk to Frank about certain things.
I'm sorry and I feel awful. All that I can say is that none of this is easy for me and that I am trying my best to be the person he wants me to be. The person I should be...I guess.
We haven't exactly rowed so that's good. He hasn't hit me which is even better. He did shout some nasty things again and by accident he caught me twice across both kidneys. My back really hurts now and I feel sick.
Understandably he feels let down. He has gone back to bed and now it's my job to look after the three oompa loompas.