He Beats Me but...
...I Still Love Him
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You can't always run away from what you fear.
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November 10, 2005
The Fool
In June 2004 I left my husband for another man. I didn't intend for things to happen that way and I wasn't having an affair before hand but that's what happened.
As scared as I was about the consequences of my actions, I left full of hope and excitement. For once I was at a point where I knew I wanted to live life and experience all that it had to offer.
I was in love.
I was happy.
Over a year later and I am sitting here; still kind of happy, but sad in knowing that my boyfriend hits me and that life shouldn't be like this.
I'm still in love.
There's no doubt about that. Frank is a lovely guy; as hard as that may be to believe and I truly hope that we can work through all of our problems together.
At the moment I have hope but I'm very aware that it will be hard work for a while longer yet. I'm very tired of it all and feeling it physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
I guess I'm wondering if Frank really does see how bad this all has me feeling inside and I guess I'm wondering if at the end of all this Frank will realise just how much he has put me through.
I Still Love You xxx
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